how does life turn to me

well idk were to start. i been really depresed and i dont know what happen to my life from the morning to the night everythink change. my friends left me alone they hate and they dont want to talk to me but like my mom says everythink works for good. they rhink i was talking shit about them but it was so not true.they keep not talking to me amd they want to beat my ass. they hate but i still love them and i dont care what people think about me just what i relly see on me. they think i am dumb but i think i am just do the best thinki could ever do